>>> i really got nothing to turn to. <<<

actually at this point of timei really feeling super crappy .today i nearly got expelled. i really dun noe wad to do. i had a real hard time to let mr lim to let me stay in school. when i realize that this time i really needed to leave school . where can i go after this. i felt really super to admit my own mistake to get my self in this deep shit.the worse isnt here yet. when i was talking to mr lim. i felt the way the Vp and mr ow distrust in me. becos i had many bad past records. but they aint convince that i would change.i felt really alone really lost. they came to a conclusion that they wanted me to try out for another 2 weeks as a probation to whether to stay on in school. so this next 2 weeks is very crucial to me. i had o follow mr ow to whereever he goes. attend to his wadeva needs. jus needed to be in his side everyday till 6pm for next 14 days.i went home.when i tot no one trusted that i wud change. i overheard my mum gossiping telling my aunt abt wad happen. saying everything . i asked her why cant she jus trust me and let this be the last time i handle it..when she said that she knew me ever since young. i knew that the one who has been closest to me for the past few years. has no different than anybody. i jus felt so helpless.. would anyone understand. i jus hope that things wouldnt be this way. but it already has. all i wish now is jus a simple time alone.no one will understand me.

Hi *waves madly* my name is yisheng :)
i'm also caled mutu.
Don't laugh at it cause it is my name.
I'm a soccer freak.
I eat babies. :D I'm a baby eater.
i'm s-u-p-e-r SHORT
Call me mutu the asshole please.



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